The Past, The Present And The Future, A Compulsive Gambler’s Thoughts Through Poetry Part 2

The Past, The Present And The Future, A Compulsive Gambler’s Thoughts Part 2 is a collection of poems that express what I was going through during the last ten years of my life. Through this experience I was able to better understand what I was going through before, during and after with my compulsive gambling addiction. You learn an awful lot about your self when you are able to put it into words. In part 2 there two more poems Gaining Control Of My Life and You’re Gambling Addiction Is No Longer To Blame.

Gaining Control Of My Life

Positive thoughts will heal the soul

Tremendous burden has taken its toll

Go forward

Don’t look back

Attitude overhaul

Looking forward to a better tomorrow

It’s not healthy to harp on such sorrow

It doesn’t matter why

I gave it a try

Life’s many tasks will build strong disposition

Being tested with each new situation

Reinvested with brighter days

Smell the flowers enjoy the sun’s rays

What’s in the cards no one really knows

Take the time and let yourself grow

It’s up to me to change how I feel

No one else, has control of the movie reel

No one else knows the correct path to take

It doesn’t matter if I make a mistake

You’re Gambling Addiction Is No Longer To Blame

Tomorrow will come as the sun rises in the east

New opportunities are there, get rid of the beast

Open your eyes and see the beauty of things

Where here as special human beings

Each with qualities unique in every way

Physical characteristics

Personality different from day to day

Boredom comes from within you

Change the patterns and see what you can do

Don’t stop living go on with your dreams

Before you know it, completeness will rule

Focus my inspiration one rainy day

The trees were blooming

Bright, beautiful, colorful

No more assuming

Change the patterns and see what you can do

What do I have to look forward to?

Give all you can to the people around

In turn they will give all they can to you

Each magic day you will feel true

To the one real person that counts are you

Make the change that bonds you to shame

Condemn no one else indeed

It’s up to me to succeed

Don’t always let things be the same

You’re gambling addiction is no longer to blame เว็บแทงบอล

A compulsive gambler realizes that his gambling addiction is no longer to blame. This compulsive gambler stopped gambling, but his life was not getting any better. His mind was dwelling on the gambling addiction and not allowing him to move forward. A person who has a gambling addiction does not have to be gambling for the addiction to pre-occupy their mind until they gamble again. I knew one gambler who lost his job and stopped gambling for three months. He was very proud. Unfortunately he was unemployed and had minimal funds to live on. He went back to work and the next thing he was doing was gambling online. The self destructive behavior keeps compulsive gamblers in limbo until they gamble again. Understanding this helps the stop gambling recovery.

 

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